My desire }

oh my heavenly father..

my heart feels as though it will burst at the very thought of you..
i simply cannot understand your love for me and i may never understand.
i long so deeply to be consumed by you.. to be overtaken by you.. ah father..
please reveal yourself to me in deeper ways.. pull me closer into your arms and remind
 me of the
 security i have in you.
i trust you Jesus.. i trust the plans you have for me.... and when i start to loose my trust pull me back up on your lap daddy and remind me of the truth my heart so desperately needs to hear.
i long to fallow you with a heart full of trust knowing you will provide in every situation ...
i long to fallow you with a heart of joy knowing that whatever comes my way i am already won by you and nothing can take that away..

daddy i have so many questions that i long for you to answer.. help me to be patient and wait for your answers...

daddy i long to have a heart that can passionately love your sons and daughters how you would love them..
i long to remind every girl i meet that she is beautiful~ precious~ worthy~ chosen~...... teach me lord.. use me...

father i desire more than anything for my writings and thoughts to touch people... direct me in the way i should go.

father i desire and long to be set apart for my future husband.. to be completely whole for him in every decision that i make.. i also long to honor him in the way that i dress/act/talk.... mold me into the future wife he needs me to be... grow patients in me father.. patients in waiting for him.. i love him so much already i feel as though my heart will burst. i wish he could know that.. maybe you can tell him for me?

oh sweet Jesus thank you for listening to my heart.. i know you hear every thought and wish.
even if most of the time it's just me rambling or talking nonsense .. it's amazing that none of it is nonsense  to you..  mold my heart Jesus! there is nothing i desire more..