As the world around me

As the world around me shakes. I am surrounded by darkness,

But suddenly through

 the thick clouds I see something . Something bright.

Such brightness my eyes can not take ,

They must look away.

But they can't.. They are captivated and intrigued .

Just when I'm ready to give up ,

Suddenly a bright hand pulls me through , layers and layers, of smoke and darkness seem to disappear.

Suddenly it's bright... 

I look away, my eyes are overwhelmed by

 light , what is this world?

Suddenly I take a step. It's as if I can breath again . 

It had been so long since I had a fresh breath of air.

My eyes adjust . 

They can view clearly now,

And suddenly i witness the most beautiful human being

I have ever laid  eyes on.

But certainly this person is to beautiful to

be human.

Certainly no ordinary human .

This unknown stranger calls my name,

And the ground rumbles . My heart seems to leap out of my chest.

This strangers voice rumbled the ground.

And yet I have never heard my name called with such loving grace.

A sudden peace overwhelms me.
I feel dizzy.. unaware of what's happening to me.. to my heart.

I'm uncertain why.

I look into the man's eyes. 

I start to cry, as if he was looking into 

my soul. As I fall at his feet, I asked " why do you call my name, with such love and compassion?" And he gently answers " Because you are my beloved daughter ,

my love will never be understood by this world. But it's only those who seek my face who will grasp my love for them. You are treasured

And adored, you never forgotten "

I asked " why do i feel forgotten"

He answered back 

"Because you forget , that I will never leave you nor forsake you , you just need to be reminded.. But you also need to believe that I am the I am ."

I suddenly felt as though love was placed in my heart for the first time. An awakening , with eyes wide open that " I"

Have a reason to love. A purpose to live. When my life felt hopeless... 
that purpose to live was restored in my heart.

I wanted to share this, this new love that I had just discovered ....

in this clouded dark 

heavy world.

I never wanted to forget again,

Of the hope I saw within him.

There was no possible way I could ever grasp his love, but only, simply receive it.

I am forever captivated, by a love that fills my heart fully for the first time.. That hole

I have been longing to fill.